Today, I had to go to church for the nth time. I mean it's alright, I'm not saying I hate going to church but I don't particularly like it either. Though, if you are made to go every Sunday for the past 4 years or so, then yeah you kind of get tired of it after I would say the first year. Yet, I feel sorta empty if I don't go to church. I got so used to it, that it bothers me to not go, and sometimes I don't want to go because I went to bed really late. I don't know any more, I guess I just have to roll with it until I move out or something. Today was an okay day, I went to church, and now I'm at home hanging out with my family. Laundry is do today, like every Sunday, since I've been going to church. I mean yeah, I don't have a life on Sundays, but it's okay because tomorrow I have a whole new day to hang out with friends and stuff. I have swimming tomorrow which is kinda of a hindrance in my opinion, but hey people live for that sport, I'm just not one of those people. I'm just waiting for the season to be over, so then I can do another league and not have it be a bother to me. I have to finish what I've started. I think swimming has hurt me more than help me. It's kinda like a parasitism in my opinion. It's when one person is hurt while the other benifits, though in this case no one benifits. I have to be true to my self and go on record as in saying that swimming for highschool has kinda got me on the fringes lately and it makes it hard to have time with friends, and I need to have friend time sometimes to for me to even have some breathing air. I also need free time to write.
P.S Now I'm watching The 52nd Annual Grammy Awards where they are going to give a special tribute in 3-D to M.J, God bless his soul.
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