Super Jock

"Super Jock"

Yeah I know what you're thinking.

Your probably saying "This is not the same person."

Oh, but it is. Now, though I'm a super jock.

"How?", your probably asking yourself.

It's a little thing called a varsity letter.

I did'nt like it either, being called a super jock and all.

What ever, at least I'm not stuck up like the rest of them.

Puck

"Puck"

Swinging my hockey puck

right for your face. I try to

break your nose with my wrath

and it works 'cause it hits you

right between the eyes.

Skipping

"Skipping"

I chose to skip school

today. Yeah, I'm real bad now.

Who cares if you mar your education?

It's not like it's going to get us anywhere.

You would be saying that if only I had not stopped

you from ruining your life by skipping school for one day.

Blah

"Blah"

Yeah, yeah I get it.

I'm no good for you.

You think that being the

only one who can

play you at your own game

and then beating you is retarded.

Well think again, 'cause I play

good at games.

Dead Line

"Dead Line"

Wake up and you have

your set ways of doing things.

It bothers you when things are

not what you wanted them to

be. So when you fall out of

the thin line I won't be

there to tell you that

you shouldn't be so stubborn.

Me Miself and Yo

"Me Mi-self and Yo"

I know I shouldn't be

so selfish as to say that

the only person that I like

is myself at this time. I

can put up with my own mishaps

and can still kick your butt in

swimming. Yeah, it may sound

conceited but at least I'm

not superficial and all into

my self like the rest of them.

Mainichi

"Mainichi"

Every day I wake up and

see your face in the hall.

I usually feel nothing now that

you've turned me numbed.

Even a burn, that your

"so called" girlfriend tries

to inflict does not penetrate.

I'm icy and you melt at the

sight of me.

Stuck Up

"Stuck Up"

You're the most stuck

up person I know.

Yet, I always fall for

guys like you.

I guess I have to be

in the "In Crowd"

to be in your heart.

Sorry Hun, but I know what I'm doing

"Sorry Hun, but I know what I'm doing"

I don't need your advice to

live my life. I just want

to be me and not be like you

who is superficial and likes to

kill dreams.

Welcome to the Doll House

"Welcome to the Doll House"

You walk in and the door closes

on you. It traps you into the inner

world that you trespassed in.

The walls start to crumble and I

stand there, pale white like a ghost.

"Welcome to the doll house." I say as

I walk towards you, thunder suddenly

cracks the sky. Lightning separates

us as the wind picks up. You start to

crack under the dry air and I just

stand there and laugh.

Rain Cloud

"Rain Cloud"

There's always a cloud

over my head. I know you

see it and you don't say anything

about it. Sorry, I guess being

happy is not my thing.

Sensitive

"Sensitive"

I'm the only one who

understands my self.

I know that you like to

lie to me and tell me that

you have emotions. I

on the other hand tell you the

truth and say that I don't

even have a heart.

Fake

"Fake"

Your nails are fake. Your eyelashes

look like they're from the dumpster.

You sport muster colored hair and yet

you think you're all that.

You have a cheesy colored tan,

and you wear false jewelery.

Sorry hun, but even plastic is more

real than you.

Lovely

"Lovely"

It's so nice when you lie to my

face about you're best friend. Sorry,

but I have to come clean. I cheated on you

first with my best guy friend.

Cliche is my middle name

"Cliche is my middle name"

I'm not going to write a love poem

Nor a poem about death. I'm not going

to be the best or the worst. I'm just going

to be me 'cause cliche is my middle name.

Sticks and Nails

"Sticks and Nails"

I fight like fire and burn like ice.

I feel as though your weak words try to hurt

me but yet you're unsuccessful. I guess my

words hurt you more 'cause when I give you

the death glare, you shudder at it.

Secrets

"Secrets"

I hold way to may secrets to

be told to the face that I hate the most.

Yeah, shatter like glass and get cuts all over myself

as I try to step over the glass.

Nosebleeds

Nose Bleeds....
You know what's really embarrassing? Having a nose bleed in Giant. Yeah, the food store. You having to run down an aisle to the public restrooms to clean your face that's covered in blood and looks like someone had just punched you right in the face. Yeah, that was me on Sunday, March 14th,2010. The worst thing about it is that I was running (More like shuffling) down the aisle with my brother behind me, pushing me as I'm running going "Hold your head up!" and me saying "I'm trying!" while laughing at the situation. I ended having blood on my lips, chin and teeth. It all happened really fast too. One minute I was with my parents and my grandpa, and then I decided to wipe my nose with the side of my thumb. I thought that I was dripping snot 'cause I have allergies, but no it just had to be blood. I swear I think I might of damaged some peoples minds with the looks I got. It even went so far as to when I got to the bathroom an old Asian lady asked me "Are you okay?" Man, I have to say this has to be one of the most embarrassing and yet ridiculously funny things that has ever happened to me.

Dark Rain

"Dark Rain"

In the dark I find myself living

in the hollow of a tree where the

cold rain of you sarcasm can't find

me. You're using the rain as a way

to back stab me but I decided to turn

the rain against you and use it for my

own good. So how does it feel now that

your greatest defense is against you.

Life

"Life"

(Inspired by Flyleaf's Uncle Bobby and Bitter Sweet)

If we could all just rewind and re-try to

fix all of our problems that we try to hide and

shove down our throats like the savage beast we are.

We can't count the times that we have done something

wrong that would've been punishable by death. We breath

in deception and scream out sorrow. It's so sad when we say

goodbye when it really means "I hope I get another day."

So think for a moment as I tell you that Being ripped apart

piece by piece is just part of high school.

The Truth in Cliches

"The Truth in Cliches"

(Inspired by Escape the Fate's Not Good Enough for Truth in Cliches)

You're just as warm as a wolf but you don't notice.

We're too good for this and my blood

runs cold and turns blue in my veins and

it's cold. I'm hypothermic and it's getting hard

to breath. You say I'm as cold as a vampire and

I say that revenge is a dish best served cold.

I love to play with your heart. I know you hate when

I gamble with your feelings but I always win when

I play black jack and pretend that your heart's

a casino. You say that me being Emo is a cliche and

I respond by saying that being a Prep is a bigger cliche than

both of us. You finally crack and fall down and all I have to

say to your hostility is that there is truth in cliches.

Drowning

"Drowning"

I cannot forget the person I used to be when

everyone was against me. Now, I stand before my old self

and I try to drown you who was part of my not-so-perfect past.

I burn away everything that reminds me of you but all

I have left to do is to drown in sorrow for everything that

we were before we decided to die in the lake of shame.

Remember us the Dead

"Remember us the Dead"

The dead are walking through

us, living, breathing and whispering

words in our heads until we go mad with hysteria.

Now, we look into mirrors, bodies litter the dance

floor and it's just you and me. Our ghost stuck forever

to be here, to re-live out our horrid life and to re-think

who we were when we left this place. "Life is a stage and

we are the actors." That's what Shakespeare said. So now

we're left to remember us the dead. Living, Breathing, Dead people.

Home

"Home"

It's not safe here for me

in this place where I took

my last breath. I stopped breathing

after I left my body on the floor, I saw

myself lying there, on the hospital bed where

I looked so small and fragile. Now, as you cremate

my body, I know that I can go home to where I belong.

Black Swing Set

Part of the story I'm writing!

"Black Swing Set"

I sat on the swing today.

I remembered back to when

We were young and naive,

Now I just sit here, the swing

Next to me is where you used

To be before you went off to

Fight for what you thought

Was right. Now, I just sit here

Alone for ever to be like that.
I've lost my will to live as I

See your body on the swing

Next to mine, like a flash back of

When we were young. But I

Know that it's just a figment of my

Imagination that you're here and

I'm next to you. I feel as if you're

Still holding my hand and my body

Up as I fall off the swing and on to

The cold ground where I ball up

And cry. I cry until I can't think anymore

And you're still there the figment that

Still wishes that you were still alive,

But it's just me and you're just in my head.

Silent Heart

"Silent Heart"

I sit in class while you look

Me right in the eye. You never look

Away from and every thing seems in slow-mo

As you start to talk to me. My mind wanders to a different place

To my world where me and you are a couple. Yet I laugh on the inside

'Cause I know that will never happen. I still dream as you turn back around

My heart beats silently as I see that you're trying to tell me something important.

"Hey, are you there?" You ask me as you wave a hand in front of my face. Capturing my

Attention.

"Yeah?" I asked as I hope that you're about to ask me out.

"Can I borrow this?" You ask as you take my pencil.

I know I have Your back, but do you have mine?

"I know I have Your back, but do you have mine?"

"Oh don't worry if you ever get into a fight I got

Your back." I said as we pinkie swear on it. Little

Did I know that you would go behind my back and

Double-cross me. Thanks a lot now this means

It's war time and I'm going to win the war 'cause

I play dirty when they cross me and pretend

That they are some thing when they are not.

So watch your back chick, 'cause I've got a double agent

After you and you never know, it might be one of your friends.

Oops.

Last Days

"Last Days"

It's my last day here as I think

Of you lying here next to my wasted

Body. This hospital bed is lumpy and I

Miss you a lot Cameron. I wish I could've

Done something to save you from yourself.

Now I'm wishing that you were here and we

Were back in the flower field where we first met.

That's the place I want to be in right now.

As her body sunk into the bed, her heart monitor

Going to a flat line.

Fragments And Broken Bones

"Fragments And Broken Bones"

I brace for impact as my emotions

Hit the wall. My heart shatters into

A million pieces as you walk by me not

Even noticing me or saying something.

Yet we brushed shoulders and I felt a spark.

Many hearts break and repair but mine's a black hole.

So be quick and tell me you notice me 'cause you're always

In the back of my mind.

Lost

Part of the story I'm writting!

"Lost"

I feel lost today, on the

Floor. I'm curled up into

A ball and can't think. My mind

Is too cloudy to see every thing

Since you left me here alone. I still

Pretend that you're still here only if its

In my mind. My tears wished that you were

Still here, holding my hand through this.

I know that it will never be true 'cause

Everything I had up to this point was

Too good to be true.

Pinkie Promise

Part of my story!

"Pinkie Promise"

"Promise me you'll never

Be anyone else but you.

Say that you'll never leave me

Alone and sad 'cause it would be

A real tragity if you do. Say that

You'll be there even in my dreams

When I can't sleep and are thinking of

You through the moon-lit sky. Pinkie

Promise me that." You said as you walked

Right through the gates and into your doom.

That's the day I forgot myself in everything.